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I’m still grieving your betrayal.
I’m still here holding all of this love, all of this shame, all of these different shades of memories from the brightest to the ones now painted black…I’m still here with your ghost, as it sits with my delicate frame and the beautiful wild seed blooming and blossoming inside of it. The one we planted together, the one you left me to nurture…The one that grieves and swallows my tears. The only reason I’m not hollow. I’m still here. Are you chasing a moment to escape a memory? Do you love her like I loved you? Like I still do?
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Everything you do, do with love…
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Living in a constant state of fight or flight.
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Majestic & statuesque 🦬
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Tell me pretty lies.
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Imagine being loved, the way that you love…
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Note to self.
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Visions of love.
It’s a feeling so benign, when someone you never knew you were meant to find appears
How I wish my younger self could say it’s worth the wait—the patience…
That one day you’ll meet someone who will love you for everything that you were taught to hate about yourself
Through fate, someone will teach you that you should never dull who you are
That everything you possess fits with someone else’s stars
The same constellation
When you find it, you see things differently
You finally feel like you’re meant to be unapologetically you
Whether it’s too much or not enough
Or a set back or nothing to back it up
It’s that rawness, that vulnerability
It’s that part of you that you’ve always mocked as incompatibility
That’s what you’ve accepted and embraced
When someone comes out from your hiding and lights up everything that’s inside of you
You glow with a new light
Not one that’s fake with lime
One that’s awakening everything you thought you should hide
And that’s what you do
But you don’t even know that you’ve changed my life
I look at you and I see myself intertwined
Like I’m the most beautiful and fragile find
And that’s why you love me
Because you see me differently
You see me as strong in that way
and that’s why I want you to stay
You make me believe for the first time
That someone can appreciate everything that’s mine
Someone I can give the good along with the bad and they still remain kind
I love every part of your soul
Even if I don’t know it all yet
But I already know that the bad parts I don’t know, I’ll never regret
You feel safe
I don’t know if I’m a safe bet
I’m betting I’m not
But you…I’m betting you are
Your freckles lay out the constellation I look for in stars
Something that guides me
You’re the most beautiful constellation or even complication that I’ve ever seen
Something that finally follows something or anything…like I’ve never felt before.
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